In recent weeks one of my teachers have been teaching on Freedom.  Freedom from the conditions of man, traditions of man, judgement of man.  It has been enjoyment to my spirit, soul and body.  Much of my life has been lived in captivity in one form or another, by an abuser we will call J. I have only lived a true freedom for about seven years.  I have only known my Savior, Father, Friend truly about eight or nine years.  I would have to say that the freedom He has given my heart, my spirit is abundantly far surpassing any I could have ever imagined. I love to love now.  I live to love.  It is a grand and beautiful thing in which my Father has placed my heart.  It is true that He has placed my feet on a Rock. He has gone before me and made a way for me.  He lifted so much bondage, brokeness, fear, captivity from my physical and spirit body.  I am a lighter, freer creature.  So, while I enjoy the gift of freedom, my eyes these past few weeks have been watching, seeing, like a veil is being lifted the bondage of sin.  I see people in a bondage to greed, jealousy, gossip, pettiness.  I also, have been hearing the words of others that seek to destroy the teacher and his people that have an understanding in our Father to live freely from the condition of Man.  It is not unlike the captivity I have experienced from J. So many years of blindness, chaos, hurt and pain I wasted on one tiny human existence.  My God, Love, Father has shown me how much freedom I enjoy in Him, how it disturbs my soul to be in the midst of wolves, and snakes. He has given me great discernment, wisdom, grace, and protection from the condition of men.  A few weeks ago I ran into someone at a party that looked much like J. It startled me for a bit, gnawed at me for awhile, I was at a loss of what I was suppose to understand by the sight.  I knew there was something important brewing in my spirit.  In worship my answer came…..look how Free I am to live outside of captivity.  Live outside of shame. Live outside of prison. Live outside of sin. Live outside of torture. If you knew the weight of my existence in comparison to now it would astound you.  It is so very Awesome, Incredible, Amazing, that my Lord allows me to live outside of bondage and still see it from the outside around me, even in the exact time my teacher is teaching on Freedom in Christ, in his Love.  Time, its the Time thing he brings the past, present and future to the fore front in all his lessons.  We just have to be seeking him for our lessons and his Love and Grace.  I feel sorry for those that are caught in a captivity of sin from others and themselves.  Those that parade around in their own egotistical existence and point fingers and lash out and gnash their teeth at the ones that live their lives for Love and Freedom.  It is awful to watch the blind, and deaf walk in fear because they cannot see and cannot hear the true Love and Freedom of Christ.